I created this website a few years ago, but I could not find the time to work on it. Now with the current state of the world, I am drawn back to my website to provide sanity for myself and help for others. As an addict, during times of stress, old patterns of medicating start to creep back into our minds. No matter the length of sobriety we still have thoughts that press us to make us feel better. It is the lie that we have followed for years of addiction. That by giving into something we can control, it will help us feel better about what we cannot control. This is valid and it does work, provided we choose things that benefit us versus things that degrade us.

We are asked during this time to isolate from others. Many of us as addicts know the problem with isolation. When we are left to ourselves we tend to think only of ourselves and not how to connect with others. Connection is vital to addicts to break free from their self-created shells. It gives us something to look forward to. It is what our true heart has always yearned for.

My desire during this time, is to maintain my sanity, my sobriety, and provide support for others. I have been sober from pornography and masturbation for 5 years but my journey started 13 years ago. I am both happy and sad that it took me so long to get to this place in my life. I am happy that through this journey I find the material and the right help for me to be in a place where I have a clear mind and peace.

Spencer