I used to like trail riding with my Yamaha 350 XT that I have sitting on the side of the house. My father in law gave it to me because he was tired of working on it. I was able to get it running great and we did quite a bit of riding with it. … More Maintenance

My boys and myself celebrated the 4th of July at the races. It was a wonderful show. Displays of the colors before the show, American race cars racing down the track, and even jet cars. We were even treated to a wonderful fire work show. Did I mention Jet Cars? All great things to remind … More Honor

Everything is ok! Still above ground! I am alive! I am just fine! I have said and heard these phrase by everyone. Prior to my own self-improvement this is truly how I admitted I felt. I am fine! The more I say it I realize that it means nothing. What does that tells us first … More I’m Just Fine!

The day my wife asked me if I was looking at pornography, I knew what I needed to do. I had researched overcoming my pornography habit and I wished I could have started earlier. Years before I had even met my wife I was trying to overcome it alone. Needless to say I got nowhere. … More Fear of Myself

Welcome! My name is Spencer. I am a husband, father, programmer, Christian, Star Wars fan, and I am a recovering addict. I am in my late thirties and I spent majority of my life being enticed by sexuality. I was introduced to it when I was young and like any addiction its hooks were buried … More Who am I